happy birthday to me n__n

well, today almost reach its end. i still have 30 minutes of today.

23rd may. it's my birthday *\(^o^)/*

it's my 19th birthday, or 20th, according to korean age.

well, i'm getting old.

i think about several things, which are mostly the worst things i've ever done this year.

i merely doing nothing. hmm. IU is 93 liners too, a week older than me. but IU is holding her best achievement now. look at her, how amazing she is. everybody knows that. and i envy her.

a year had passed. yes. and i have done nothing. yes.

you know, i don't want to be old. hehehe. seeing the real world, how cruel it's actually... it makes me scared :,( i think my responsibility through the world that i have chosen before is getting bigger and bigger. it scares me. a lot. lol still waiting for the real one who wants to stay besides me and gladly accept me, just the way i am. but i already have some, yes. my lovely family and besties <3

today... nothing special. just some birthday wishes from my friends and unknown people through facebook lol. thanks to facebook anyway for reminding them lol. thank you, mark zuckerberg lol. and yeah just that. i've said, nothing special. lol it's just an ordinary day anyway..... i'm not the person that into birthday so much. no difference from the other day. i hate surprise anyway, it's awkward :p

okay i wrote some random thingies again hehehehe sorry n__n

once again, happy birthday to me, wished me all me wished, Allah always bless me forever, never ever walk on  the wrong path, be the new mature person, not easily get mad, get better, and be the best for everyone <3

THANK YOU <3

Good night, sleep tight ^^

best regards,

Dian <3

Kyuhyun approves his maths ability

 this is from "fantastic DNA studying". check this out!!

kekekekkeke~~ that's cho kyuhyun :3

i know he is really good at mathematics. and i know he is so full of himself.
i know his father wanted him to be a lawyer, not a singer and he fought with his father.

but because of his father, we can still hear his lovely voice until today <3

cause you're amazing, just the way you are :3

Dear My Family - SMTOWN (I AM OST)

seriously i love this song <3 terharu, bukan karena SMTOWN-nya, tapi inget my real family. inget temen2 SMA yang tiada duanya, inget id2 the only temen smp yang masih deket sampe detik ini, inget geng motor di kampus, inget my family di rumah. you guys are rocks :,) God sent the right person for me :,) urin yeongwonhi hamke isseul geoyeyo :,)

cr: smtown @ youtube

Romanized:

Naega seol goseul chajeul suga eobseul ttae

Pogpung sogeseo gireul ireo beoryeosseul ttae;

Eonjena byeonhaji anhneun

Saranggwa yonggil jusyeotdeon

Geudeurege gamsareul bonaeyo;

Ttaeron honjarago neukkyeosseul ttaega isseotjyo;

Manhi ureotdeon jinannarui nae moseube;

Eolmana maeumi apasseulkkayo

Himdeureo sseulkkayo ijeseoya

Nan al geotman gatayo;

Nae insaengi kkeutnal ttaekkaji

I sesangi kkeutnal ttaekkaji

Urin yeongwonhi hamkke isseul geoyeyo;

Jageun maeum moa keun him doedeut

Urin hanaran geoseul midgo isseoyo

Uri hamkke haengbog mandeureoyo

Memareun sesang soge

Bichi doeneun nalkkaji;

Saranghaeyo;

Nawa gateun kkumeul kkugoitnayo;

Jeongmal nawa gateun goseul barabogo itnayo;

Geugeotmani sesangui modeun apeumeul

Chiryohal su isseoyo seoro akkyeo

Jul su man itdamyeon;

Nae insaengi kkeutnal ttaekkaji

I sesangi kkeutnal ttaekkaji

Urin yeongwonhi hamkke isseul kkeoeyo;

Jageun maeum moa keun him doedeut

Urin hanaran geoseul midgo isseoyo

Uri hamkke haengbog mandeureoyo

Memareun sesang soge

Bichi doeneun nalkkaji;

Saranghaeyo;

Uri apeseo jeolmang haebeorin

Saramdeuri itdamyeon dasi ireonal

Keun himi dwae jwoyahae; nawa gateun gajogui

Songiri piryohal tenikka; jageun maeum moa

Keun him doedeut urin hanaran geoseul

Midgo isseoyo

Uri hamkke haengbog mandeureoyo

Memareun sesang soge

Bichi doeneun nalkkaji; saranghaeyo

English Translation:

When I can’t find a place to stand

When I’m lost in a storm

The people that have given me

unchanging love and courage

I send my gratitude to them

Sometimes there were times when I felt that I was alone

Looking at me crying so much in those past days

How heartbreaking must it’ve been for you?

How hard must it’ve been for you?

Only now do I think I can understand

Till the end of my life

Till the end of this world

We will be together forever

Like little hearts gather

to become a great strength

I’m believing we’re one

Together we create happiness

Till the day when we become

the light in the parched world

I love you

Are you dreaming the same dream as mine?

Are you really looking at the same place I am?

That thing only can heal every pain in this world

As long as we can cherish each other

Till the end of my life

Till the end of this world

We will be together forever

Like little hearts gather to become a great strength

I’m believing we’re one

Together we create happiness

Till the day when we become

the light in the parched world

I love you

When we see people who’ve lost hope

We should become the great

strength for them to stand up again

Because they might need the hand of a family like me

Like little hearts gather to become a great strength

I’m believing we’re one

Together we create happiness

Till the day when we become

the light in the parched world I love you

cr: kpoplyrics.net

spazzing--

full of my fangirl side. i write this to pleasure my fangirl side xD please kindly to move if you are not an EXO STANS!!

~~~

cr: sment youtube channel

HURRRRRR kris ;__;

i don't understand why am i spazzing a canadian speaking english ;__; but seriously i really thank SM for that video. THE FIRST TIME AN IDOL UNDER KOREAN LABEL SPEAKING THAT KIND OF ENGLISH. seriously idgi idgi OTL

SM did that to kill fans. I CAN'T STOP SPAZZING HURR KRIS WHY ARE YOU SO FLAWLESS ;__;

even super junior never did this kind of feel to meehh. AND LAY. LAY! he must be the most attractive unicorn in this world. ugh. luhan. i envy his pretty face psshhhh he is so gorgeous like a doll ;__; xiumin that steamed bun ugh i want to eat his cheeks ;__; chen and his 'ryeowook' aura ;__; TAO YOU GLASSES DERP ;__;

kris speaking English: spazzing

kris speaking Korean: spazzing

kris speaking Cantonese: spazzing

kris speaking Chinese: spazzing

kris not speaking: spazzing

OTL my lifeu...... ............ i'm looking for a guy and God gave me 12 guys and 6 of them successfully caught my attention even i did so many unreasonable things. world knows that i part of EXO stans now.

i can't pick any bias from EXO seriously. i just can't. i want all of them. though they are the biggest liar in this world. kris isn't that cool as his face. he is love sign abuser and greasy dragon and sleepyhead lol. and xiumin how could he is the oldest orz his face ;__; and he does kendo. and tao that fake rocker HAHAHA. luhan the second oldest but has goddamn baby face i envy him ;_; chen and lay also. lay that slow tempo guy but already destroyed his leader's image xD EXO-M IS A BIG LIAR! i don't understand them hahaha <3333

okay let's abusing love sign like kris <33333333 and this ^^ sign toooo ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ~~~~~~~

kris typed that kind of sign ;__; and did love sign ;__; and took a glace at random camera ;__;

kris i don't see your mysterious image. no, you will never be that mysterious anymore, you beauty geek. haha.

my fangirl side that almost die before...

dear astronauts, please find where the hell is 'exo planet' i want to move it move it *??* /packing/

need to stop. please bear my lack english hurrr i can't help it. just bear with me.

WE ARE ONE! DA JIA HAO WOMEN SHI EXOTICS ^^ <3

IU - Every End of the Day

a/n: My baby is back \^o^/ she's getting prettier fuuuuu <333 this song is really good <3333 this is from her single album "Spring of Twenty Years Old". FUUUUUU I'M 20 YEARS OLD ACCORDING TO KOREAN AGE ;___; getting old nyahaha. same age as IU and just a week younger than her but she's 1000000000% cuter and prettier than me. check this out oh gosh i'm totally in love with her fuuu <3333

cr: loen ent @ youtube (song starts @ 17:15)

Every End of the Day - IU Romanized Lyrics : 


Monday, Better day
cheoeumcheoreom seolleineun geureon nal
Sunday, Better day
jongil neoman saenggakhaneun geureon nal


yoksimi na, uri sai yomankeumman deo gakkai
ttak han baljjak, geumankeum deo gakkai
honjatmari, soksagimi
neodo gunggeumhal sun itjanha


*
nega johaseo geurae, na chagaun cheok pyojeong jitgo itjiman
nae maeumeun geuge aninde geojitmarinde
babo gateun nega nan dapdaphae


neomu johaseo geurae, na simurukhan eolgulhago itjiman
tto gidarida, gominman hada
heulleoganeun haru kkeuteseo haneun mal
naega neol saranghae


One day, Holiday
honja itgin neomuneomu sirheun nal
One day, Cloudy day
ul geotcheoreom haneuldo jjipurin nal


nunmuri wa, seogeulpeun nae mameul darmeun nunmuri wa
kkuk chamatda ssodajineun nae mami on haneure, on sesange
geujeo seulpeun geon anil geoya


* Repeat


nae ipsuren geojitmal
nae nun sogen jeongmal hagopeun mal
mamsoge sumeo inneun mal


manhi johaseo geurae, dwidoraseo neuryeojin balgeoreumeul bwa
neol gidarineun mamin geojanha nal jikyeobon neoramyeon aljanha


naega mollaseo geurae, ne maeumi deullige naege malhaejwo
son naemilmyeon, doel geot gateunde
mangseorineun iyuga nawa gatdamyeon
ije dagawa jwo
nareul boneun ni nunbit nal manjineun songil
nuguegeseodo neukkyeo bon jeogi eobseo
sigani heulleodo amuri heulleodo
byeonhaji annneun gamjeongeul jun geon neoppuniya


nae nunen neobakke anboyeo neo nae gwien neobakke an deullyeo neo
nae mamen neobakke an sara geuraeseo neo eobsi mossara
Baby girl you’re the only one for me
nan neo ppuniya uhu neoppuniya uhu neo ppuniya uhu
neo ppuniya
neo ppuniya uhu neo ppuniya uhu neo ppuniya uhu
neo ppuniya neo ppuniya

Every End of the Day - IU Hangul Lyrics : 


Monday, Better day 
처음처럼 설레이는 그런 날
Sunday, Better day
종일 너만 생각하는 그런 날


욕심이 나, 우리 사이 요만큼만 더 가까이
딱 한 발짝, 그만큼 더 가까이
혼잣말이, 속삭임이
너도 궁금할 순 있잖아


아이유(IU) 하루 끝 Lyrics
네가 좋아서 그래, 나 차가운 척 표정 짓고 있지만
내 마음은 그게 아닌데 거짓말인데
바보 같은 네가 난 답답해


너무 좋아서 그래, 나 시무룩한 얼굴하고 있지만
또 기다리다, 고민만 하다
흘러가는 하루 끝에서 하는 말
내가 널 사랑해


One day, Holiday
혼자 있긴 너무너무 싫은 날
One day, Cloudy day
울 것처럼 하늘도 찌푸린 날


눈물이 와, 서글픈 내 맘을 닮은 눈물이 와
꾹 참았다 쏟아지는 내 맘이 온 하늘에, 온 세상에
그저 슬픈 건 아닐 거야


내 입술엔 거짓말
내 눈 속엔 정말 하고픈 말
맘속에 숨어 있는 말


네가 좋아서 그래, 나 차가운 척 표정 짓고 있지만
내 마음은 그게 아닌데 거짓말인데
바보 같은 네가 난 답답해


많이 좋아서 그래, 뒤돌아서 느려진 발걸음을 봐
널 기다리는 맘인 거잖아 날 지켜본 너라면 알잖아


내가 몰라서 그래, 네 마음이 들리게 내게 말해줘
손 내밀면, 될 것 같은데
망설이는 이유가 나와 같다면
이제 다가와 줘 



Every End of the Day - IU Lyrics Translation : 


Monday, Better day
A day that makes my heart rush like the first time
Sunday, Better day
A day when I think about you all day


I get greedy, wanting our relationship to get a bit closer
Just one step, that much closer
My monlogues, my whispers
You might be curious too


* It's because I like you
Even though I have on a cold face
My heart isn't like that, it's a lie
But foolish you makes me frustrated




** It's because I like you so much
Even though I have an indifferent face
I wait again and wonder what I should do
And at the end of the day, I say
I love you


One day, Holiday
A day that I really don't want to be by myself
One day, Cloudy day
A day where the sky is gray as if it's about to cry


Tears come, tears resembling my sad heart come
My heart that I've held back is flowing down all over the sky, all over the world
It's not just because I'm sad


* Repeat


** Repeat


My lips tell lies but
My eyes tell the words I really want to say
The words hidden inside my heart


It's because I like you a lot
Turn around and look at my slow paced footsteps
This is my heart that's waiting for you
If you've watched over me, you would know


It's because I don't know
Tell me so that I can hear your heart
I think it can work if you hold out your hand
But if the reason you hesitate is the same as mine
Please come to me now

cr: koreandramamusic.blogspot.com